Tired

I'm afraid 2 b alone, I'm afraid not 2 b alone. I'm afraid of wat I am, what I'm not, what I might bcm, what I might never bcm..I'm just so tired of being afraid...wat can i do?n wat should i do?my life?my future?hmm..keep sayin startin my new life n don turn bac..bt..am i sucess?o stil spin on de same place?confuse..tired..worry..stress..n so on..

Life?wat is it?izzit jus a game that must be played..til de end jus knw who win..treasure wat i hv nw..y nw no even 1 person who can understand me?tired..actin in fron of them..reli feel sham..tired in such life..Relationships jus like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together...its same as family~hate 2 c them nw...useless 2 care them..am i reli gud 4 nth?reli useles..?

de shape of our lives is defined by our insertion into institutions n systems whose interlocking power generates de "virtual reality" we experience. Such 'knowledge' is so thoroughly a part of our worldview that it simply would not occur 2 most people 2 question it. Yet underneath this reality is another, subinstitutional reality in which veli different responses are simply acted out. This is the reality in which everyone, til veli recently, live

Hwever..de future is not a result of choices among alternative paths offered by de present, but a place that is created--created 1st in de mind n will, created nex in activity. de future is not some place we r going 2, but one we r creating. de paths r not 2 b found, but made, n de activity of making them, changes both the maker n de destination..