I cried 2day..not bcoz I miss u... o even wanted u... but bcoz I realized I'm gonna b all right wifout u..since mayb they r rite. Mayb I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am de stupid one 4 ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone..Hever i would like 2 thank hm, 4 showing me a part of myself tat I hv nvr seen. Yeah we were young and dumb, but it still was fun and I guess these things just tend to fall apart nI hope u feel the same..nw..I'm scared 2 fall in love..scared 2 fall fas, bcause every time I fall in love, it never seems 2 last..It seems to me that the harder I try the harder I fall...
Life is 4 havin fun.don b stupid n waste it on some guy/girl who is gonna act like he/she hates you tomorrow. Never waste it on some one who doesn't want their friends 2knw they're in love with you. Don't give that person the rest of you tears or a month or a year of your life when he/she treats you badly and doesn't mind to make you cry. Every person deserves some one who wants to brag about them. Every person deserves some one who makes them smile and laugh at their worst moments. We all deserve at least that.
tired~2day is his birthday~in de mornin he gt invited me 2 go..bt in my mind..should i go?hmm..lastly i din go..hmm..bt make my mood feel bad...i asked him hw r he?bt he told me tat he was nop fine..coz no 1 make sushi 4 him again...when i hear tat i feel gratified..at least he stil wil mis me..hmm..hwever..in de evnin..i wen 2 his house 2 send him de present..i was scared..scared 2 c him..scared when i saw him i wil gv up 2 leave hm..bt lastly we stil talked face by face..he stil de same..nga nga de face..plus messy hair..long time din help him massage his head..he stil wil headache?hmm..all our memories come in my mind again..hmm..tired..suddenly he asked me gv him a kis..i was shocked..bt last i din do it..coz i knw its end..i cant b softhearted anymore..hmm.n I wan u 2 knw tat u will never find another girl tat will put up with as much crap as I do and enjoy it.u will nvr fin another girl tat will put up with u n love u the way I do. Just so you know..hmm..
hwever..relatioship tat me n my family more n more worst...i don no wat they r thinkin..n lazy 2 knw nw..jus do my own..no ned care them so much...wat they say jus lie..tired 2 c them all.,.thay say is me change..bt y i wil change?izzit u ppl r usin wron way 2 care ma?bac hm jus like me feel stress n hate..i hate ur dose useless comment..better stay at church than at hm..at least church let me feel joyful..than at hm..reli hope can fas fas leave..
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