Moody NiTe on 31DEC

Actually tat day i wil felt de happy coz celebrate wif frenz~bt y i stil feel tired sianz n pekcek?hmm~i also don no~keep actin in front of them~let them felt im happy~bt~am i sucessed?myself also don no~hmm~i wil 'zhen xi' all de memorise all of u givin me~n thx alot~mayb start from 2day~i wil nop in u ppl gsoups le gua~mayb its time 2 let ne quit it~=)at last i jus suitable 2 b alone~hmm~

In my mind Friends are people that you think are your friends..But they're really your enemies, with secret indentitiesand disguises, to hide they're true colors..So just when you think you're close enough to be brothersthey wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin~ am i rite?bt some of my fren reli like tat~izzit frenship reli cant 4ever?hmm

Hmm start from 2day~startin my alone life~stop centact them~bt~still hope all of u happy ya frenship 4ever ya~hmm=)

There is a good reason they call these ceremonies "commencement exercises." Graduation is not the end; it's the beginning

miss tis moment..

frenzz 4ever^^

classmate@me

Hate Bitterly

I cried 2day..not bcoz I miss u... o even wanted u... but bcoz I realized I'm gonna b all right wifout u..since mayb they r rite. Mayb I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am de stupid one 4 ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone..Hever i would like 2 thank hm, 4 showing me a part of myself tat I hv nvr seen. Yeah we were young and dumb, but it still was fun and I guess these things just tend to fall apart nI hope u feel the same..nw..I'm scared 2 fall in love..scared 2 fall fas, bcause every time I fall in love, it never seems 2 last..It seems to me that the harder I try the harder I fall...

Life is 4 havin fun.don b stupid n waste it on some guy/girl who is gonna act like he/she hates you tomorrow. Never waste it on some one who doesn't want their friends 2knw they're in love with you. Don't give that person the rest of you tears or a month or a year of your life when he/she treats you badly and doesn't mind to make you cry. Every person deserves some one who wants to brag about them. Every person deserves some one who makes them smile and laugh at their worst moments. We all deserve at least that.

tired~2day is his birthday~in de mornin he gt invited me 2 go..bt in my mind..should i go?hmm..lastly i din go..hmm..bt make my mood feel bad...i asked him hw r he?bt he told me tat he was nop fine..coz no 1 make sushi 4 him again...when i hear tat i feel gratified..at least he stil wil mis me..hmm..hwever..in de evnin..i wen 2 his house 2 send him de present..i was scared..scared 2 c him..scared when i saw him i wil gv up 2 leave hm..bt lastly we stil talked face by face..he stil de same..nga nga de face..plus messy hair..long time din help him massage his head..he stil wil headache?hmm..all our memories come in my mind again..hmm..tired..suddenly he asked me gv him a kis..i was shocked..bt last i din do it..coz i knw its end..i cant b softhearted anymore..hmm.n I wan u 2 knw tat u will never find another girl tat will put up with as much crap as I do and enjoy it.u will nvr fin another girl tat will put up with u n love u the way I do. Just so you know..hmm..

hwever..relatioship tat me n my family more n more worst...i don no wat they r thinkin..n lazy 2 knw nw..jus do my own..no ned care them so much...wat they say jus lie..tired 2 c them all.,.thay say is me change..bt y i wil change?izzit u ppl r usin wron way 2 care ma?bac hm jus like me feel stress n hate..i hate ur dose useless comment..better stay at church than at hm..at least church let me feel joyful..than at hm..reli hope can fas fas leave..

Tired

I'm afraid 2 b alone, I'm afraid not 2 b alone. I'm afraid of wat I am, what I'm not, what I might bcm, what I might never bcm..I'm just so tired of being afraid...wat can i do?n wat should i do?my life?my future?hmm..keep sayin startin my new life n don turn bac..bt..am i sucess?o stil spin on de same place?confuse..tired..worry..stress..n so on..

Life?wat is it?izzit jus a game that must be played..til de end jus knw who win..treasure wat i hv nw..y nw no even 1 person who can understand me?tired..actin in fron of them..reli feel sham..tired in such life..Relationships jus like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together...its same as family~hate 2 c them nw...useless 2 care them..am i reli gud 4 nth?reli useles..?

de shape of our lives is defined by our insertion into institutions n systems whose interlocking power generates de "virtual reality" we experience. Such 'knowledge' is so thoroughly a part of our worldview that it simply would not occur 2 most people 2 question it. Yet underneath this reality is another, subinstitutional reality in which veli different responses are simply acted out. This is the reality in which everyone, til veli recently, live

Hwever..de future is not a result of choices among alternative paths offered by de present, but a place that is created--created 1st in de mind n will, created nex in activity. de future is not some place we r going 2, but one we r creating. de paths r not 2 b found, but made, n de activity of making them, changes both the maker n de destination..

Getherin On Jeffery 18th birthday

oops~ur face~

Frenz 4ever~

2day...was a special day..y i wil say so?bcoz is our shuai shuai de jeffery celebrate his 18th birthday~hmm..above de pic can prove hw handsome r he~hahaha..erm..don kep praise on him..later he bcm proud..haha..anyway i wish you happiness and joy in life nd many more birthdays to bring you delight...n glad 2 meet u~^^

Life Wif Happiness

The pursuit of happiness requires a lot of courage. We strive for happiness in various ways: through professional and personal achievement, through love,friendship, and also through charitable effort. But to find happiness, we must first be at peace with ourselves. We must be more forgiving of our follies and appreciative of our abilities. Here are some happiness quotes that inspire us to find happiness...hwever..if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it..

2day..was a cloudy day..bt..my mood nop coz de day n bcm moody~^^mornin i went 2 library again..study eatin n chattin..we darin til brin bubble milk tea 2 de library..bt din get catch..haha..lucky^^furthermore..u havin our lunch at sushi tie^^haha..eat til ful ful..n getherin wif my old frens~tracy n jin jin..long time din saw them..tracy stil so pretty+sexy..n jin jin stil so cue^^hmm..2day suddenly get impulse tat wanna "da she huang"haha..crazy jor..bt..finally they sucess 2 stopped me..haha..bt..2day let me knw 1 things is don done somthings tat make a person feel dissapointed le then jus try 2 retrieve..its useless..jus stupid jus wil 4giv them..hmm

Meanwhile..after takin lunch we bac 2 library n study again..bt eat til 2 ful..jus felt wanna slip..haha..since after study we went 2 jungle trekkin wif our leng leng de teacher again..to discharge wat we eat jus nw..haha..n mayb eat 2 ful so..we all felt tired..after jungle trekkin all my energy spent..reli feel my spirit n strength totaly used up..hmm..bt reli feel statisfy 2 hv such life..n i hope it can b continue til 4ever..n hope our fren also can stay long^^

Treat people as if they were what they ought to be and you help them to become what they are capable of being..^^

Simple Life

My lovely teacher Ms.Hester Ting Ping Loi(soon wil bcm Mrs.Ting)wanna gettin marry soon..on 23rd dec 2009..CONGRATULATE..above was her invitation card 4 me..reli feel extremely flattered tat teacher wil invite me^^n i am de 1 been chossen by her^^wish she n her dear can in harmony til old^^bt...unfortunately tat i cant attend her weddin on tat day..T.T...coz im goin 2 travelin at singapore..hmm..reli feel unfortunate..n feel self-accusation........=(hmm..sad..T.T..2day was a busy day~early in de mornin i went 2 library 4 study+loso at thr..haha..thx Jeffery n chai jun helps me lots n teach me alot~thx ar~hmm..therefore..we study til 4.30 jus bac..bt 5o'clock go 4 jungle trekkin again..tired~hmm..

Life is like a taxi. The meter just keeps a-ticking whether you are getting somewhere or just standing still..Hwever.Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever...Nw im live in a simple n monotonus life..n nw reli let me feel statisfied..hmm..bt..when afternoon we went 2 takin our lunch..i saw a gal..she looks familiar..looks like jc..bt..im nop sure tat de gal was she..hmm..anyway don care so much lo..tel myself tat nw is enough..mayb simple life was suitable 4 me..Life is like a taxi..no ned 2 care all de things around me..act happy in fron of them mayb wil b gud..coz..no ned let them worry bout me..=)..n don wan encumber all of them..include my fren..hmm all things tat i hate..jus try 2 endure!!don try 2 retort o explain..jus useless..in their mine im gud 4 nth..ya!!i am..b backward n hv no urge 2 make progress!!yes!!nw I am..i don care wat u ppl wanna say..all i wil try 2 endure!!Yu Ling Ling i knw u sure can de!!.hmm..don let myself feel depression..hmm..!!gambateh 2 live in a simple life everyday~god wil always bless all of us 4ever til ever..

Several man,Several MIND

Haize..such a shit day..soon let me knw de truth..wat intimate?!!jus like shit..family?useless at all..better stay alone..n stay away from them!!reli is an evildoers of all description..in fron me say til so truly n wholeheartedly..bt behin me..told 2 all of them..n talkin my bad words behind me..u tot me don no?!jus don wan break our relationship!!i won belive in u anymore..since i tot u r de 1 who knw me..bt soon..let me knw tat..it DOESN'T!!mayb is me 2 stupid..easy 2 belive 1 person..nw...i won b so stupid anymore..hate all of them..reli hope can fas fas leave tis make me dissapionted..sad..de home..their unfair..their self-centered..their selfish..make me feel so heartbreak..they won encourage ppl..jus knw discouraged me...n stil can say til..coz wanna stir up me..bt y don u think tat..is tat wat i wan?n wat i ned?don u knw tat..tat jus wil let me feel tat im gud 4 nth..hate such life..i knw tat i cant choose my parents..so i choose 2 stay away from them..beware of their kindlness..try b happy in fron of them..tats is wat i can do nw..hmm..think bout them jus make my mod bad..anyway..god wil always b wif me..2moro goin 2 churh..make me feel gratified..coz jus u can help me..jus u won treated me like my family treated me..coz u r de bes..hoped god wil always b wif me~hmm..gambateh!!hope can leave as fas as possible..

Broken Heart

I jus broke up wif my boyfriend 18days ago.Wat a way 2 start n end! Yet I can stil smile whilst de rain falls around me. Wat can I say? I’m emo! Bt de question is, hw broken can one’s heart b? Does it depend on de time we spent 2gether?O does it jus cm all de way bac down 2 the “love thing?”i knew tat Break-up is a sad loss.It shatters lives. Bt izzit break-up bad? If de circumstances b4 de break-up were intolerable?
2 be 4gotten, or 2 4get. Which is de worse feeling 2 feel?Who is de one who is most hurt? I don’t knw de ans 2 my ques.
Broken hearts r never healed. They haunt us 4 a lifetime even if we fin someone else. Our pas teaches us lessons tat make us more aware n more human.Bt Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better?
LOve of my life r hurting me u break my heart then nw u wanna leave me.y r u so heartless..to leave me alone?u let me knw hw 2 love..hw 2 laugh n hw 2 cry..bt when u leave u 4gt 2 teach me hw 2 4get!i jus been fool so much!i don care u go fin dose gal o do wat wif them..all i can endure wat u done..bt at least at de end u stil mine..bt reli invalid 4 u~y i expend so much in de end i get nth?y u can b so unfair?u busy 4got i ned u acc..u busy 4gt tat i wil felt lonely..u busy n 2get our PROMISE!if time can turn bacward i willlin jus 2 b ur fren n nop gether wif u~i try so hard 2 continu our relatioship..bt nw i think i should giv up.if i nver knw u..nvr fall in love wif u..nw i think i won b so tired!
Mayb..tis 4 me jus a lesson..bt de fee of tis lesson was 2 expensive..mayb tis proved tat i love u so much..i won hate u..n yet i ned 2 b grateful..coz u teach me so much..thanks alot..
Rains drops faillin from de heaven bt could never take my misery.since me n u nw cant 2 gether..bt i wil wait 2 stormy weather 2 hide tis tears..n i hope he wil nvr c n nvr knw!

Getherin wif my old classmate on xiao ting birthday~on 09 nov 2009..actualy i was shock when xiao ting(stand behind in de middle one)sms me tat ask me 2 attend her birthday party..n my 1st tot is don wan go..coz long time din contact wif them n wil feel strange..bt soon i hv attended..when i walk in all strange face make me feel wanna bac hm..bt when i walk in i saw yii yii(in de middle wearin blac plus red cloth)..she ask me sit gether wif her..b4 me n her was "ga bo ji"at school..they also feel shock tat xiao tin wil ask me cm..hmm..At first..i tot they wil repel me..bt luckily nop..yii yii stil de same..like "gek"me..n "kacau"me..bt she stil pretty n all my fren stil look de same like b4..hmm..reli happy 2 saw them..bt they told me tat i change a lot..mayb when 23june 2008 i transfer 2 another schol..my style n attitude all changed..b4 tat jus knw makin trouble at schol..stop at nthin in doin evil de linling..has changed..wau~nw i jus knw tat b4 in their mind im such a gal..thanks god..let me changed..hwever nw i stil wil doin bad things..bt a person ned change also nop 1 o 2days than can b..hmmall form 3 classmate gatherin at hao hua resturant..xiao ting shop...it was a fun-filled nite~saw many my old calsmate n chattin wif them..hmm.miss them lot~hmm..n hope our frenship wil 4ever^^