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现在的我…还是我吗？过着每天一样的生活…伪装的好累…放不下的最终还是要放下…习惯了一个人的生活…谁再也融不进我的世界…

ELLE HAIR STUDIO

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Mon mayb start go study at t2h le~studyin hair design~tats my favourite~bt y i cant feel any happi o excited?all tis isnt wat i wan?y i can feel any happy on it?coz din get u all de support o at?haize?if continu study....wat i can study 4?n wat subject i can choose?wil graduate?haize~stress so much...arrrrrrrrrr......

sianzzzzzzz....y always donno wat im think n my feel~u r so self centered!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u jus knw care ur own feel~then hw bout my feel!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i scared i cry i sad o i ned u!!!

whr r u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!isnt u din in my heart b4!!!!!!!!!

is all things gona change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jus let me fel nth!!!

wifout me ur life stil de same!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mayb dose like o love is stay 4 a while=)hmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jus can told my self nop 2 let my heart hurt by any1 again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

猜不透..你最近时好时坏的沉默...

我也不想去追问太多..

让试探为彼此的心..上了锁..

猜不透..相处会比分开还寂寞...

两个人都只是得过且过...

无法感受每次触摸..

是真的..是热的..

如果忽远忽近的洒脱..

是你要的自由...

那我宁愿回到一个人生活...

如果忽冷..忽热..的温柔...

是你的借口那我宁愿对你从没认真过..

到底这感觉谁对谁错....

我已不想追究..

越是在乎的人越是....猜不透..

mis him mis him stil mis him~wat can i do~din say break bt nw~wat relationship r we nw/fren?strange?o couple~

8.02.2010

My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you.
Love is like falling down...

I lay there at night, trying to fall asleep But each time I close my eyes Memories of you flash through my mind But then I open my eyes and welcome myself back to reality Because I know now, you and I weren't ever really meant to be!!!!!!!wat should i do!!!!!!!!!!

Suck!!!!!!!!!!!

You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why...n yet u hurt me more then I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more then you deserve, why am I such a fool?Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone... i don't know which is worse, being the one with the broken heart or being the person that breaks the hearts,,
Bt nw de time it's over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart... it'll get better, I'll no longer cry... in a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep,,I'm afraid to give you my all, I'm afraid to love you completely. What if behind your beautiful face and kind words you are just bribing me. Maybe you are just reeling me in until you turn around and drop me. I'd fall so far and never be able to recover, I wish I could see the ending sometimes. I would know if I should hold on to you and keep going or just let it all end before I get up too high,,n i also would like to thank you, for showing me a part of myself that I have never seen. Yeah we were young and dumb, but it still was fun and I guess these things just tend to fall apart and I hope you feel the same