Simple Life

My lovely teacher Ms.Hester Ting Ping Loi(soon wil bcm Mrs.Ting)wanna gettin marry soon..on 23rd dec 2009..CONGRATULATE..above was her invitation card 4 me..reli feel extremely flattered tat teacher wil invite me^^n i am de 1 been chossen by her^^wish she n her dear can in harmony til old^^bt...unfortunately tat i cant attend her weddin on tat day..T.T...coz im goin 2 travelin at singapore..hmm..reli feel unfortunate..n feel self-accusation........=(hmm..sad..T.T..2day was a busy day~early in de mornin i went 2 library 4 study+loso at thr..haha..thx Jeffery n chai jun helps me lots n teach me alot~thx ar~hmm..therefore..we study til 4.30 jus bac..bt 5o'clock go 4 jungle trekkin again..tired~hmm..

Life is like a taxi. The meter just keeps a-ticking whether you are getting somewhere or just standing still..Hwever.Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever...Nw im live in a simple n monotonus life..n nw reli let me feel statisfied..hmm..bt..when afternoon we went 2 takin our lunch..i saw a gal..she looks familiar..looks like jc..bt..im nop sure tat de gal was she..hmm..anyway don care so much lo..tel myself tat nw is enough..mayb simple life was suitable 4 me..Life is like a taxi..no ned 2 care all de things around me..act happy in fron of them mayb wil b gud..coz..no ned let them worry bout me..=)..n don wan encumber all of them..include my fren..hmm all things tat i hate..jus try 2 endure!!don try 2 retort o explain..jus useless..in their mine im gud 4 nth..ya!!i am..b backward n hv no urge 2 make progress!!yes!!nw I am..i don care wat u ppl wanna say..all i wil try 2 endure!!Yu Ling Ling i knw u sure can de!!.hmm..don let myself feel depression..hmm..!!gambateh 2 live in a simple life everyday~god wil always bless all of us 4ever til ever..

Several man,Several MIND

Haize..such a shit day..soon let me knw de truth..wat intimate?!!jus like shit..family?useless at all..better stay alone..n stay away from them!!reli is an evildoers of all description..in fron me say til so truly n wholeheartedly..bt behin me..told 2 all of them..n talkin my bad words behind me..u tot me don no?!jus don wan break our relationship!!i won belive in u anymore..since i tot u r de 1 who knw me..bt soon..let me knw tat..it DOESN'T!!mayb is me 2 stupid..easy 2 belive 1 person..nw...i won b so stupid anymore..hate all of them..reli hope can fas fas leave tis make me dissapionted..sad..de home..their unfair..their self-centered..their selfish..make me feel so heartbreak..they won encourage ppl..jus knw discouraged me...n stil can say til..coz wanna stir up me..bt y don u think tat..is tat wat i wan?n wat i ned?don u knw tat..tat jus wil let me feel tat im gud 4 nth..hate such life..i knw tat i cant choose my parents..so i choose 2 stay away from them..beware of their kindlness..try b happy in fron of them..tats is wat i can do nw..hmm..think bout them jus make my mod bad..anyway..god wil always b wif me..2moro goin 2 churh..make me feel gratified..coz jus u can help me..jus u won treated me like my family treated me..coz u r de bes..hoped god wil always b wif me~hmm..gambateh!!hope can leave as fas as possible..

Broken Heart

I jus broke up wif my boyfriend 18days ago.Wat a way 2 start n end! Yet I can stil smile whilst de rain falls around me. Wat can I say? I’m emo! Bt de question is, hw broken can one’s heart b? Does it depend on de time we spent 2gether?O does it jus cm all de way bac down 2 the “love thing?”i knew tat Break-up is a sad loss.It shatters lives. Bt izzit break-up bad? If de circumstances b4 de break-up were intolerable?
2 be 4gotten, or 2 4get. Which is de worse feeling 2 feel?Who is de one who is most hurt? I don’t knw de ans 2 my ques.
Broken hearts r never healed. They haunt us 4 a lifetime even if we fin someone else. Our pas teaches us lessons tat make us more aware n more human.Bt Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better?
LOve of my life r hurting me u break my heart then nw u wanna leave me.y r u so heartless..to leave me alone?u let me knw hw 2 love..hw 2 laugh n hw 2 cry..bt when u leave u 4gt 2 teach me hw 2 4get!i jus been fool so much!i don care u go fin dose gal o do wat wif them..all i can endure wat u done..bt at least at de end u stil mine..bt reli invalid 4 u~y i expend so much in de end i get nth?y u can b so unfair?u busy 4got i ned u acc..u busy 4gt tat i wil felt lonely..u busy n 2get our PROMISE!if time can turn bacward i willlin jus 2 b ur fren n nop gether wif u~i try so hard 2 continu our relatioship..bt nw i think i should giv up.if i nver knw u..nvr fall in love wif u..nw i think i won b so tired!
Mayb..tis 4 me jus a lesson..bt de fee of tis lesson was 2 expensive..mayb tis proved tat i love u so much..i won hate u..n yet i ned 2 b grateful..coz u teach me so much..thanks alot..
Rains drops faillin from de heaven bt could never take my misery.since me n u nw cant 2 gether..bt i wil wait 2 stormy weather 2 hide tis tears..n i hope he wil nvr c n nvr knw!

Getherin wif my old classmate on xiao ting birthday~on 09 nov 2009..actualy i was shock when xiao ting(stand behind in de middle one)sms me tat ask me 2 attend her birthday party..n my 1st tot is don wan go..coz long time din contact wif them n wil feel strange..bt soon i hv attended..when i walk in all strange face make me feel wanna bac hm..bt when i walk in i saw yii yii(in de middle wearin blac plus red cloth)..she ask me sit gether wif her..b4 me n her was "ga bo ji"at school..they also feel shock tat xiao tin wil ask me cm..hmm..At first..i tot they wil repel me..bt luckily nop..yii yii stil de same..like "gek"me..n "kacau"me..bt she stil pretty n all my fren stil look de same like b4..hmm..reli happy 2 saw them..bt they told me tat i change a lot..mayb when 23june 2008 i transfer 2 another schol..my style n attitude all changed..b4 tat jus knw makin trouble at schol..stop at nthin in doin evil de linling..has changed..wau~nw i jus knw tat b4 in their mind im such a gal..thanks god..let me changed..hwever nw i stil wil doin bad things..bt a person ned change also nop 1 o 2days than can b..hmmall form 3 classmate gatherin at hao hua resturant..xiao ting shop...it was a fun-filled nite~saw many my old calsmate n chattin wif them..hmm.miss them lot~hmm..n hope our frenship wil 4ever^^